Why should I even care what you think about me now?
Mope around? be sad? so that you don't hear that I'm ok? For what?
You're already not around. I don't even know why i should feel bad for appearing to be ok. You already left.
I'm just going to be who I was originally, the person you thought you loved. The person you thought you wanted to spend your life with.
Legit, I was very happy to be with you. Call me negative, call me whatever. You made me want to be a better person and I was willing to do anything for you. Because its you, no one else already. Is you.
At one point, you were telling me that you're negative. I didn't just focus on that, cause I saw the light in you. I told you that. I tore down my walls for you, but you left. I stuck by you, no matter what you told me. I knew I wanted to protect you and be there for you for the rest of my life. I knew.
You're no longer around. To be honest, you weren't really good for me. But i didn't care cause i meant it when i said I love you. I can't stop loving you, just like how you stopped loving me. Sometimes i wish you were still around, sometimes I wish you can talk to me properly and not just stop whatsapping me. It sucks.
I will find things to do, challenges to overcome. But I can never forget you.
I hope you know that. I love you.
