I once said in a post that I should post when I have forgotten about all these or when its not affecting me alot.

I haven't really been thinking that much for actually a few weeks now. Sure, sometimes still got ABIT but nothing major, small issue. I sometimes forget about the box. Very often even when I think of her I also dun really care much ler? Reading her blog is damage, better don't. Wake up don't think of her as the first thing ler.

I guess what helped is first now got exam so focus is on studies. Than she past few messages is always asking for help on OT all these. When I see is her msg, always about OT, I find myself almost annoyed when its her msg cause its always asking for something. Somemore to be honest la, she's not my type. Its only because she showed me attention thats why I got tricked. As long as she don't randomly msg me and ask about me, I will be fine.

Even if work together, I just imagine she still attached can ler. Just need to stop with the spontaneous messages otherwise I might get tricked again.

After exams, I fuck care if fail. I don't really care. I will cycle my brains out, workout more intensively, play lego..

I only stopped playing lego and posting about lego during that photo booth thing. Didn't want her to think small of me. Oh well, who cares.

Can't believe this day is here. Time really does heal all the fuckups. Can't wait to play when exams are over.